If I titled this 'do not read', you'd read it. Ironic.

Hmm... how to put my thoughts and/or feelings into words of the English language...
This is gonna be hard. But I'll try.
If you are reading this post, it will most definitely be totally vague and unspecified, and lacking a great deal of detail as to what it will say. I'm only really writing this down to highlight a moment in life when I feel like I have found out something that will soon become a pretty large, pretty real part of my life. It's not particularly something that I'd want to share with people via the internet. It's not something I'd want to share with people via any means of communication, right now, I suppose. So why write it here? How stupid, right?
Strangely enough, my blog has become my journal. I've tried to make do with the whole pen and paper thing, but it just doesn't stick all that well. I'm writing this post so I'll be able to look over it myself later on.
Okay, enough rambling, Cassie. Seriously.
The thought I would like to highlight right now, is that I feel as though I know something of my future. Something big, something wonderful, something crazy to know of now, which also makes it something scary. But I feel like I know it.
It's not ready for me now, at this stage in life. But it will be soon enough. And if I'm wrong, good for me. I want to write down that I have this thought now, so I can either look back and see if I was right, or if I was wrong. I wouldn't mind either, because whatever happens in my life, I know it was all planned to be that way, for the best.
I'm not kidding when I say thinking what I'm thinking is scary. It really, really is. It's honestly like seeing a part of your future that you know you're not ready for now, but maybe will be, some day soon. It's just a part of the whole "what to do with life" thoughts that run circles in everyone's minds at this age. So it's not some crazy thing like "I AM GOING TO BECOME SUPERHUMAN AND SAVE THE WORLD." Nope.
It's not a big "I WILL LIVE IN THIS PARTICULAR TOWN, STATE, COUNTRY, WITH 9 CHILDREN AND 23 CATS."
Nah.
It's something pretty small. Yet at the same time, pretty gosh darn big. But then again, what in life, isn't pretty gosh darn big?

To sum up the reason for this post, it's to mark a point in my life where I've had an idea come to me, concerning my future. It's just a little bit more light, that has been shed onto a little bit more of my path in life; that kind of thing. So if you're reading, it doesn't really hold anything of interest to you. It's just me rambling, but it's also a dot-point as to when I started having these ideas. So that's all. The end.