Frustrating.

How can I be so easily inspired by the beautiful souls around me, yet when I attempt to make something of my inspiration, everything falls back on its backside. Heh... backside.

I want to write a new song; I haven't for a long while.
I want to keep the artsy-vibe I've brought home from Forest Edge Creative Arts camp.
I want to write... and write... and write.
I want to speak out a beautiful poem that is entirely from the heart, like Joel did.
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO REACH MY FINGERS AROUND THE GUITAR.
I want to finish off all the stray tunes I have made on my piano.
I want to pick up my little red ukulele again and see if I remember the chords I've learnt.
I want to be some place different and beautiful so I have something new to photograph..
& I want to have the right computer programs to edit my photos with.
I want to be enthusiastic about working like I used to be. Well, sort of used to be.
I want to finish decorating my walls that I started the beginning of this year.
I want to record the significant seconds in my life, because I know I'll most likely need them later on.
I want to stop dreaming of the future, when I have a beautiful today. And I would also like to stop being some closet-romantic-fantisizer. Stupid romance novels.
How many wants do I really have? These are only the things I have been inspired to do in my free time.
Oh and another thing, I still want to have that adventure around Australia I was supposed to have had. I'm meant to be all tanned and wise and experienced of this country by now.
Nope.
I also want to stop being so bad at managing time, especially when it comes to sleeping!
This is SLEEPING time, Cassie.
Jeez Louise.