Fitting squares into circles.

I think I'm having something resembling a midlife crisis. But, you know, excluding the 'midlife' bit.
My mind is all over the place. As far as I know, I don't know anything anymore.
There aren't even any more words for me to write to explain how I feel, and that never happens.
I just... can't anymore. Can't do what, right? I would tell you, if I actually knew.
So that's it.
That's all I can say.
Rant is far from over, but it has taken on a hair-pulling, fist-clenching form instead of being in the form of words.
.... Yeah. Yeah, that really is all I can say. 
Hey God, I'm glad You are constant.

I'm gonna go now.