Dear Life,

Why?

Why is it all happening now?

Why am i constantly feeling so ill?

Why am i so behind on school work?

Why can i never get enough sleep at night?

Why do i feel like I'm failing two subjects, possibly three?

Why must i be on the brink of failing school completely?

Why does my family have to go through such turmoil?

Why must i feel completely alienated in my class?

Why is there no time for anything i love anymore?

Why does it feel like i'm suffocating in all this mess?

Something has to change.
But what? And how?
I don't like question marks anymore.