The Adjustment.

There's something about this year, that is already making me smile.
Well, not fully smile, more like a sort of subtle half-grin that is slowly creeping up on me and growing a little bigger each day.
I like this year. I do.
Much more so than last year.
Possibly because of me. My mindset has changed. I've got a better attitude toward everything.. well almost everything.
I'm working on it.

I've changed, and for the better, in my (and perhaps your) opinion. Although, a few of my old habits haven't budged an inch. It's 12:13am and yet i try to get a good night's sleep for school. I'm working on that too, i promise.
So far, not so good. But there's always tomorrow night.
Plus, i still am very capable of rambling. Take this post, for instance. Take any other post on my blog, really.
Rambling is a strange word. Come to think of it, i prefer the term 'waffling'.
Makes me hungry.
Argh. still rambling. Waffling, rather. Shut up Cassie.

My point is (yes i actually do have a point), Last year i depended on everything around me to determine how my life would be. Not that i thought i was perfect and everything and everyone had to change to suit me, but i would just expect things to be happier, smoother.
Life is never smooth. I know, what was i thinking, right?
I put too many expectations on what would happen, what would not happen, my friends, my family, my education and my weekends and spare time.
But as if life ever goes to plan.

When i look back, honestly, i could have enjoyed myself so much more if i had of maintained a better attitude. It's all about how i deal with the situation.
Things happened last year that were horrible, and i don't blame myself for acting the way i did when they occurred. That just happens sometimes.
But this year i am putting my whole reliance on God and God alone.
And I'm giving life all I've got.
The great advantage is that i don't have to deal with life alone. And my personal consultant just happens to be the creator of it all.

To sum it all up, if that's possible with anything i ever say, a big part of whether we are happy with our lives is our attitude. It's not easy being some person who's smiling-24/7, i don't mean that. I mean how we react to the situations at hand determine what will come from them.
Yeah. I think that makes sense.
Anyway, i really need to be asleep now. Sweet Dreams, Mr. Blog.