Metamorphasis

This is possibly the last post of my Philippines trip.
And there is so much I feel, but hardly anything that can be put into words.
I will just say one thing:
I am a different person now.
And when I return to australia, I would like to forget the entire past, as though it never existed.
Even the good things of the past I will move on from.
2011 is truly my year to change.
I am chasing my dreams and I am on its trail.
It's so close I can practically smell it.
I have learnt so so much here and am more thankful than what I could ever express.
I try to put my heart to words but the tears s
chase my voice away.
This year will be harder and more challenging than any other.
And because I am drawing closer and closer to God, I know many people will be drawing away from me.
But I am ready for that. I no longer have so much dependency on my friends and family; people will always let me down.
Jesus is my constant, my absolute, my eternal, and I honestly could not care less what anybody thinks of that.
But through the trials and the challenges I will be facing, I know it will be a truly 'happy new year'.
Australia,
Here I come. Not sure if you know me yet, but you will.
You will.