If...

i sometimes look at you and see you being in my life forever.
i really could quite happily live with that.
and that's when i can't stop watching you, almost studying your little quirks and the way you do things. it is intriguing, really. and it makes me love who you are even more.
i won't ever tell this to you, ever. in fear that a day will come in my life that you are not in as well.
i am hoping and praying that never happens because, well, i just really don't want it to.
i might not be able to cope with that, which is why i try not to think about it.
i prefer to focus on the fact that you're here in my life right now. so that is good. it is good.
...And you, you are great.