I could really use a wish right now.

'Cause it's a Bittersweet Symphony, This 'Life'...
I don't know what to do with myself.
I think about Humanity, Living, Existance... and everything goes blank.
My mind goes into overdrive and just explodes.
I don't know how to respond to the thought of 'Life'.
Whether i should just smile or laugh or scream or cry.
Whether i should speak my mind or not say a word.
Whether i should take on a wise persona and try to educate you on the perils of Living...
Or maybe i should just stop.
Maybe i should just not think about it...
It's like a smile with the shadow of a frown.
I don't know how to be.
I mean, it's simple. easy. Breathe in, Breathe out, do stuff, make stuff happen. think and feel, hope and dream, love and hate, nod and shake, wake up and fall asleep.
And do it all again.
But... is that really it?


If you think about breathing for long enough it becomes harder to do.
So maybe i SHOULD stop thinking about it.
Everything just seems so... surreal. It's amazing.
These words, i'm typing into a computer, people can read, and understand.
I'm pressing buttons with the extremities of my hands, buttons that trigger these letters, that just so happen to appear on the screen in front of me, in front of you.

WOW.
Right now, you're reading my thoughts :S
I think about the strangest things.

I'm quite creeped out right now :)
Better stop typing... i've got to focus on breathing.
Are you still here? Are you still breathing?
Well are you?