In Order To See A Rainbow, You Must First Endure The Rain.

I'll Run Into Your Arms
Nothing Compares To Your Embrace
Light Of The World
Forever Reign...

These past two months have been... how do i put it, stressful? unpleasant? unbelievably negative? well whatever it was, it was ridiculous. and i hated it.
BUT. there is an upside somewhere along the line. i think.
My Optimism is this:

I'm still alive.

that's stupidly obvious, but hear me out. Everything i went through, is now over. well, basically. It was like travelling through some horrid town, hating every part of it, and now i'm almost through it. Just on the outskirts.
But Everything i went through, is everything i WENT through. Past tense.
Not present tense, and for the love of pasta, not Future tense either.

So yeah, it was hard. it sucked. but I'm still here aren't i? I survived the storm, and i believe i see some blue through these clouds.
So, whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger right? right??

I'm Still here. There's this scripture i love, that talks about going through poop like this. If only i knew where i put my bible D:
But it's in Peter, and it talks about how Gold goes through fire to make it all resplendant and suchlike. Basically it's saying how going through the fire shapes us to be stronger, wiser. "Just as Gold goes through the fire, though you are worth far more than Gold"

So i gotta but my behind in the past, courtesy to Pumba.
And That is exactly what i plan to do. well, you know what i mean. :)