Dear Life,

Why?

Why is it all happening now?

Why am i constantly feeling so ill?

Why am i so behind on school work?

Why can i never get enough sleep at night?

Why do i feel like I'm failing two subjects, possibly three?

Why must i be on the brink of failing school completely?

Why does my family have to go through such turmoil?

Why must i feel completely alienated in my class?

Why is there no time for anything i love anymore?

Why does it feel like i'm suffocating in all this mess?

Something has to change.
But what? And how?
I don't like question marks anymore.

Far beyond the Eastern Sky?

Will you take me far beyond the eastern sky

To a place where we turn darkness into light

Will you hold me in the arms that I've desired

And let our hearts dream, the way they used to dream those nights

Another day to see the light

Another chance to make this right

This couldn’t hold you down, you know you're stronger than you seem

So get yourself off the floor, and take a hold of all your dreams

He is no fool who gives up what he cannot keep, to gain that which he cannot lose.

On my knees again.

Nothing compares to this love, burning in my heart.

There's not much of me.
There's not much of me at all.
But, my Love, there is so much of you.
Oh so much of you for me to discover, to learn of, to love.

I am simple, I am small, and I am afraid.
But you are everything I feel I could never be.
You are unwavering, unmoving, unfathomable.
And the best part is that You, YOU, with all your majesty and your holiness and your power and your perfection,

you love me.

And I am yet to wrap my mind around that.
Such a notion should never be.
You are...
You are my oxygen.
My essential.
You are the entirety of my life, the whole of my purpose in this world.
I am madly, passionately in love with You and all You are.

A song to perfectly fit my heart

In the morning when I wake
And the sun is coming through,
Oh, you fill my lungs with sweetness,
And you fill my head with you.

Shall I write it in a letter?
Shall I try to get it down?
Oh, you fill my head with pieces
Of a song I can't get out.

Can I be close to you?
Can I be close to you?

Can I take it to a morning
Where the fields are painted gold
And the trees are filled with memories
Of the feelings never told?

When the evening pulls the sun down,
And the day is almost through,
Oh, the whole world is sleeping,
And my world is you.

Can I be close to you?
Can I be close to you?